Sex is fabulous in all its various permutations but it of course serves a biological role as well – reproduction. Roi and I decided it was time to give the great adventure of parenthood a try was back in January of this year and, as he put it “we pulled the goalie” – which in my case was an IUD.
Let me tell you, making a baby was not tough. It was, in fact, pretty darned fun. It didn’t happen as fast as I thought it might, and I’ll admit to getting ever so slightly worried when a few months passed with no luck…but then it came together and its been a whirlwind ever since.
Pregnancy has been confusing for my body. My doctor very kindly prescribed no sex and no orgasms after a touch of spotting a few weeks in, and by the end of that month my body was literally sobbing for sexual contact, but my mind was pretty settled chastity I was surprised at how rapidly my rapidly developing mothering instincts booted the sexual deviant inside of me back as far as possible into the neither reaches of my consciousnesses. The worst part about the whole thing was that the physical things otherwise happening to me were exquisite. My cunt seems more aroused all the time. My nipples have taken to being acutely sensitive and rock hard all day long. My clit begs for attention and seems ready to blow at the slightest of touches. In short, when my doctor ordered a sex free diet, my body rebelled.
I survived, of course. That month has long passed and I am back in the saddle again. I am cumming differently – I squirt so very much right now, and my clit is not very interested in heavy duty hitachi action, or any real direct vibration for that matter. I just want penetration, and lots of it, pretty much all day long. Perhaps its just the phase right now, but I am insatiable. And my nipples – good lord, how they ache. I pulled out my nipple piercing in anticipation of breastfeeding, and also, because I couldn’t handle the added sensitivity in that one nipple.
Changes will continue, I am sure, and perhaps my sexual appetite will wane. All I know is, I am so ready to kick back, relax, and enjoy this amazing journey. Wish me luck!